dont we just love the J word…and the B word

Posted in phunni moments, words, [[im oh so o8]] by Tanae' A. on March 26, 2008
J word = JHW II
ii guess he has been banned from our vocab as well
dont worry honey… ii still love you!! lolzz


quote of the day::
[[yes its the J word you B word]]

well aint that a word…and that too…and.. thats pretty good too.

all day saturday ii was out with my mom and sisters. woke up at 7:30 to be at mva by 9. left there around 10:30 and went to the mall. seems like we were there for forever but we finally dropped Indi and the baby off at home and went to the grocery market to shop for easter dinner. after we put all the food in the house we went to the movies and didnt get back until about 10 that night. by the time we got back ii was beat. i had to get my stuff together for dance, help my sis do some stuff and then hopped face first in the bed by 11. the plan was to wake up at quater to 5 to wake up for sunrise service but a phone call around 12:30 threw a hex in that plan. line of the night…”SHE LIED!!” ok, ii think ii got that message loud and clear.
ii truely missed the sunrise service…maybe because ii didnt get back to sleep til after two…thanks so much alicia for waking me up in a panic… ii appreciate you. ii got there just in time for sunday school and we were on call to dance… message:: “you dont have to know what song is being played…just dance.” uumm, it took me a minute to get that word because it caused our dance to bomb completely, ii did get a good laugh in tho. but ii got it yesterday, just dance.
second service was cool. we knew the song we were dancing to and altho ii cant stand the song, the dance went smoothly besides the fact that they said Jesus five hundred and twenty seven times…what is up with that?? lol. but the word of that service… “ressurected” bishop was on point and ii promise that was the word ii needed to hear so ii went home pretty content.
we went home, ate dinner with the fam, laughed and enjoyed ourselves altogether. after everyone left my cousins whome ii havent seen in centuries came over. ii made them some plates and they sat and talked to us for a while. word…”ten hundred..” lol…it has no real meaning but now ii know not to say it lol. thanks Theodore, you’re brilliant!!
ii woke up yesterday morning to my nephew making noise in my living room. mommy cooked breakfast and ii was forever grateful lmao. we went to the mall so mommy could do some walking and let the baby run around like he owned the place and around 10:30 we were back in the house and ready for a nap. we all just sat around watching tv and ii just happened to check my myspace page…wowzers… two ppl sent me messages regarding language and ii think that ii got the word “dont allow what you say to contradict who you are..” ii guess sometimes we forget…
the next word came from my own lips… ii dont think ii thought about it before ii said it but after it came out ii gave it a lot of thought… this is what ii said to a really good friend “its not about that, its about being real, being true. not just to everyone else but to yourself. so yeah, ii am a liar cause ii was never true to me.” dont think ii have to really explain that.
ii got to my besties house and saw squirt and scooda and the awesome phrase of the hour was…”no more tisses!! please. ii love you but no more tisses!” lolzz… ii think ii got a lil too happy when ii saw them cause that really was a lot of kisses for both of them haha.
last and final word that ii received came around 8pm after a really funny dance practice… “sometimes you gotta deal with in the moment, talk it out, say how you feel and dont go to bed mad” and that, for some reason, was exactly what ii needed to hear. 

words vs. actions

Posted in actions, words by Tanae' A. on January 4, 2008

yesterday i was talking to someone about nothing in particular and somehow our conversation kinda switched gears a lil. what started out as a simple conversation turned into a very interesting talk about actions. why do people do what they do?? why do people act  how they act?? why do people say what they say?? while engaged in this discussion i kinda stuck my foot in my mouth without even realizing. i began to tell her that i dont really listen to things that people say but instead i look at their actions. my reasons why could be simply because i have seen first hand how people’s actions contradict their words but that would be a half ass excuse.

i am a poet and a writer, therefore i know how to arrange words and make them sound “good” to the ear. i can write or talk my way out of any situation as long as i put my words together right. so, basically, i dont listen to things that people say because i know that it is very easy to talk a good talk. am i saying that everything that comes out of my mouth is bullshit?? lolzz, not by a long shot but… lets just say i can make anything with words sound good. if i want you to believe something or i want you to think something i can very simply form a few stanzas in my mind and feed them to you as a snack. not saying that my actions contradict my words because 9 times out of 10 they dont. i know that words are powerful and i also know that if used correctly words can manipulate the hell outta somebody so based on what i know about words i chose not to listen to what most people say and maybe that gives me an advantage especially with the fellas… lolzz.