seperation and change

Posted in change, family, people I love by Tanae' A. on May 1, 2008
yesterday i was trying to kill some time before picking up the bestie from work and so i decided to see a friend from a while back. me and this chick been cool since before we were even in school, so at the end of the day there’s a lot that keeps us kinda tied. the past three years she has been in the army and i haven’t really had too much time to spend with her unless its in passing. but yesterday we sat and talked for a good half hour. i actually went to see her daughter for a few minutes but the convo was getting kinda good so i lost track of time. it was good to see her. i was happy to see her daughter and sister as well. but i left there knowing in the back of my mind that some people change. the conversation was good, we shared some laughs but at the end of the day our minds are in two different places. she is doing good for herself. remaining positive in everything. moving soon, closer to home. still keeping God first but one thing that i noticed is that sometimes you have to keep some people at a distance. not because there is anything about them but simply because there’s not too much of anything there to fall back on. i love this chick like a sister, thats real. since day one we been down for one another. her family is like my family and at the end of the day cant nothing make us any closer. my love for her hasn’t changed, the respect i have for her has not faded but the space between us has grown and i think that’s okay with both of us. it’s funny how you can tell from a simple conversation how much times have changed… but i guess thats life. its funny how day to day nothing changes but when you look back everything is different.