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praise Jesus for presidents’ day

Posted in weekend by Tanae' A. on February 19, 2008
I have never cared too much about presidents’ day, I just know that its a monday that I have always had out of work and/or school. I guess if I live to see our first black president I’ll start to care lol…
But seriously tho, I am so thankful for this gracious monday because it truely saved my life. seriously. Friday we had our movie and pizza night [[we watched a documentary on Nat Turner and Suzie told me not to express my feelings on him so I will refrain lol]]. After we left there we went to the crib with Suzie and Big Mama and sat there talking and laughing til almost midnight before Suzie got some sense and went home. The rest of us ate and went to sleep. Mommy came to pick us up on Saturday evening and we did some running around and went to the mall for a while. Unfortunately, I got a phone call from Jessa saying that her and Ashley J. were coming over before they went to this party. They came around 9:30 and sat there and sat there and sat there. They didnt go no where. They sitting here talking about they leaving and the had to wait until 12:30 for Big Mama to come and get them and take them home. I was heated. I was supposed to be in the bed at 11 but instead I was sitting up with them for no reason bored and ready to go to sleep. Sunday morning came too soon and I was secretly pissed cause Suzie told us to be ready at 7:15. I was in the door a minute early and she didnt get there til quarter to eight. Then when we got there these dag on dancers wasnt even in the back yet so I’m chillin like what is going on. We danced and messed up fourteen times. Kayla and AJB had me cracking up the whole time cause both of them are retards. Me and Shink sat in church geeking cause we was so sleepy, we had Kev*Out in there tripin hard lol. We ended up the sound room talked to Chante’ for way too long. After that we talked to Kev and Anthony and Larry outside and then went up the street to talk to Big Mama and eat. We messed up again at 11:00 service but we did way way better lol. After church we headed to Popeyes and then home to eat dinner. Then, it was all she wrote. We was knocked out for life lol. We woke up, got dressed and went to the movies. Ok, Roscoe Jenkins is the funniest darn movie I have ever seen lol. We went to the besties house and played cards and danced to some old jams and then went to sleep. Woke up around 10:30 monday and made breakfast, talked, played cards, slept, played cards, slept, played cards, myspaced, watched a movie, slept and played cards lol. I got home last night so ready for this week. We watch making the band and after that I was knocked out. I was refreshed when I woke up this morning and kinda excited about going to work. I am truely thanking God for this holiday because it really helped me out a great deal.
I need someone to walk me to Sojourner Douglass College so that I can turn in this application for admissions… lets see who is gonna be nice to me today lol 

too good to be true

Posted in thoughts by Tanae' A. on February 19, 2008
In this life I have learned that when something seems too good to be true…usually it is. Yesterday I was reading AJB’s blog and it made me think about a lot of stuff. How often do we become the hypocrites that we so quickly despise?? I was sitting in my room Sunday evening and my besties asked me a very serious question. She asked if I was worried about how things will turn out and I told her no. I told her that I wasnt worried about it but I lied. We all hide behind something. We all wear our facades and we all try to call others out for doing what we are guilty of. What is the point of waking up everyday just to call someone else out when we just as wrong as they are. How can we point out someone elses flaws when we fail to see our own. I think the problem with people today is that they clean their mirrors a  bit too much. YOUR REFLECTION IS NOT PURE!! Too many people walk around like their shit dont stink but yet their toilet is stopped up and over flowing. I have a problem with people who think that they are too good to be true. I have a problem with fake people but more than that I have a problem with people that are so quick to point out someone elses wrongs. Life is nothing but a game of hide and seek and until we stop hiding behind ourselves and stop seeking out the lies that we have mistaken for truths nothing in this world will ever be ‘that good’. But, this is the life that we live and this is what people have conformed to, so what makes me think that things will change??