God get me thru this…

Posted in death by Tanae' A. on January 10, 2008

I was fine in the beginning of the week. I was said but I think I handled things rather well. But the closer we get to tomorrow the more I start to question my own strength. I guess I haven’t accepted the fact that he is really gone and tomorrow will be my last chance to say goodbye. I think about all the times I’ve seen him and that million dollar smile and I just cant picture him laying in a casket… I hate death. I wish that it didn’t exist. I wish that all the people that I love and care about would just stay forever with me on this Earth. But I know that there is nothing but suffering in this life and there is nothing but eternal bliss in heaven. I know that Cornell is somewhere up in heaven happier than these folks down here.

Cornell… I never thought I would be saying goodbye to you but here we are. I’ll never forget you. You already know that i loves you to pieces…


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