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I NEED A BREAK!!!

Posted in life by Tanae' A. on November 26, 2007

LIFE IS KILLING ME RIGHT NOW… LIKE REALLY. I CANT DEAL WITH EVERYTHING THAT IS GOING ON CAUSE IT SEEMS LIKE EVERYTHING IS HITTING ME ALL AT ONCE. AND SO TO AVOID ALL THE HURT AND PAIN AND FRUSTRATIONS OF LIFE I WOULD MUCH RATHER DRIFT OFF INTO MY OWN LITTLE WORLD UNTIL ABSOLUTELY FORCED TO DEAL WITH THIS CRAZINESS. SOMETIMES, LIFE GETS TO BE TOO MUCH TO DEAL WITH AND THIS IS ONE OF THOSE TIMES. I JUST NEED A BREAK. A BREAK FROM LIFE AND EVERYTHING THAT IS WRONG RIGHT NOW. I NEED TO GET AWAY FROM ALL THE PROBLEMS AND ISSUES AND ACT LIKE NOTHING IS WRONG BECAUSE IF I DONT GET AWAY I AM GOING TO BREAK DOWN AND RIGHT NOW I CANT DO THAT. RIGHT NOW I AM BEING FORCED TO BE THIS STRONG PERSON THAT I DONT KNOW HOW TO BE. INSIDE I WANT TO CRY BUT I KNOW THAT AS SOON AS THE TEARS FALL I WONT BE ABLE TO STOP THEM. SO, I PUT ON MY SMILE AND I USE MY HAPPY FACE AND I DWELL ON ALL THE THINGS THAT ADD A LIL JOY TO MY LIFE AND I FORGET ABOUT ALL THE HURT THAT MY HEART IS EXPERIENCING RIGHT NOW.

IM QUITTING THIS BLOG… NOT FOR GOOD, JUST FOR A WHILE. I CANT PUT MY FEELINGS INTO WORDS AND REALLY THERE ARE JUST SOME THINGS THAT I DONT WANT TO DEAL WITH. WRITING THEM DOWN MEANS DEALING WITH THEM SO FOR A SHORT WHILE I’LL BE TAKING A BREAK. PLEASE KEEP ME AND MY FAMILY IN YOUR PRAYERS… SOONER OR LATER THINGS WILL GET BETTER. SOONER OR LATER I’LL HAVE A SMILE ON MY FACE BUT RIGHT NOW I CANT ALLOW MYSELF TO FEEL THIS HURT CAUSE IF I DO I WONT BE ABLE TO BE STRONG.

THANX GUYS FOR READING…

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