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drained

Posted in tired by Tanae' A. on November 8, 2007

i think i have come to a point where i am just drained. from everything really. im just tired of the everyday. it sucks really…to be drained physically, emotionally, spiritually…just everything. i try to stay upbeat even in the midst of everything that is going on right now in my life but for some reason i’m just not feeling it. im tired. i am drained from life and i really just want a 20 hour nap and wake up completely refreshed…

its not to often that i really just get tired. not upset or mad or angry or hurt or scared or frustrated… im just tired. i’ve put a stop to all the emotional nonsense that is usually going on because i just dont have enough energy to try to figure this shit out anymore. i haven’t even attempted to pray the past few days because i am tired of waiting on reponses from God. i’m tired of having to make decisions about this and that. tired of being this person who has all these concerns and worries that only prove that i am human just like everyone else. really, i just wanna have a few days where i can just not give a damn. i haven’t been to see my Nana in two days and i probably wont go up there for a few more days. im tired of everything. im just plain old drained and maybe this weekend will revive me but either way it doesn’t matter.

bottom line… im just drained.. tired and drained.

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