when i dont feel like it

Posted in good times, heat, Jasmine, love, Luvli Ladiez, people I love, Shink, weekend by Tanae' A. on August 20, 2007

This weekend I was upset with my besties because they did some stuff and kinda brushed me to the side a bit. I didn’t say anything about it because I didn’t want to seem petty but eventually it came out. My plan on Saturday was to sit in the house in my bed all day and watch movies by myself because I really didn’t feel like being bothered at all. I didn’t feel good and the last thing that I wanted to do was be bothered with a bunch of black folk outside in the heat. But, of course, my plans got ruined when my besties came into the house having a fit because I didn’t want to go. So eventually I very sluggishly got out of bed and got dressed while they rushed me for an hour.

Once we actually got out of the house I was kinda happy that I decided to go because I do absolutely love being with them. I think sometimes I forget how much they can cheer me up even when I feel like crap. By the time we got to the park I wanted to turn around and go back home because my people phobia was beginning to kick in. There were way too many black folk that we had to squeeze past and go around and climb over and I was pissed. The music was good, the heat was terrible, the view was okay, and my feet were sore from standing up and after about an hour and a half of being there we decided to get away from that area. Needless to say, I enjoyed myself even tho we ended up walking for an entire year altogether. We had fun.

I guess sometimes we fail to realize that the people that make us the maddest at times are the only people that can really cheer us up. I would not trade my besties in for the world no matter what. We disagree and I get mad at them and they get mad at me but at the end of the day we are still there for each other, dragging each other on saturday adventures, cheering each other up the best way that we know how, and getting on each others last nerves.

I heart my Go0Ni3S!!! Muah!!


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