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Music In My Mind

Posted in Uncategorized by Tanae' A. on March 27, 2006

“How can you just walk on by
With out one tear in your eyes
Dont you have the slightest feelings left for me
Maybe thats just your way
Of dealing with the pain
Forgetting everything between our rise and fall
Like we never loved at all”

“What hurts the most
Is being so close
and having so much to say
and watching you walk away
and never knowing
what could have been
and knowing that loving you
is all i was trying to do”

“Through the storm and the rain
She stands hard as a stone
in a world that she cant rise above
but her dreams give her wings
and she flys to a place where shes loved…
..concrete angel”

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I wanna go back

Posted in Uncategorized by Tanae' A. on March 21, 2006

I wanna go back, wanna go back to those simple days…..

I wanna go back to mud wrestling in the back yard. I wanna go back to sunday dinners at grandma’s house when the WHOLE family was there. I wanna go back to hop scotch and sidewalk chalk. i wanna go back to the middle school days where beef only lasted til the next day in school and nobody went home mad on friday. I wanna go back to walking to friendship and stoppin at speeds on the way. I wanna go back to sitting on the steps eating seeds. I wanna go back to having sleep overs. I wanna go back to them days when being a good lil girl wasn’t out of the ordinary. I wanna go back to those days when everyone you saw was greeted with a hug. I wanna go back to those days playing hide n seek and everybody hid behind that one tree or the side of the house. I wanna go back to making a marching band and playin church in the living room. I wanna go back to homemade apollo on friday nights. I wanna go back to banana boats with my mommy. I wanna go back to fort howard in the summer time. I wanna go back to getting the water hose out in the back yard. I wanna go back to the kiddy table on thanksgiving when 3 years younger didnt matter. i wanna go back to lunches at the park on saturdays. i wanna go back to saved by the bell on school mornings. i wanna go back to skating with one skate cause we all had to share. I wanna go back to the after school program at Nana’s house. I wanna go back to walking up the street singing gospel music at the top of our lungs. I wanna go back to summer camp and grease stains on the roof (big phil know what i’m talking bout). I wanna go back to potluck n sherades. i wanna go back to those choir days singing “Children go where i send thee” (hey Friendship). I wanna go back to those ushering days sitting on the back pew with David and the crew. I wanna go back to human rollercoasters in my basement. I wanna go back to making up songs with my sisters. I wanna go back to those days where fun was fun. When fun wasn’t polluted it was natural. I miss those days. I miss the days where being a kid was cool. I miss those days where being nieve meant being happy because ignorance is truely bliss. I wanna go back…not to stay just to visit. For a little while. So to everybody reading this…lets take a trip down memory lane. What do you miss about them good ol days? What do you miss about being a kid. What days so you wish you could go back to? Maybe not forever but just for a lil while if only in your mind. I wanna take a trip back in time. What days do you miss??

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A kid at heart…

Who am I?

Posted in Uncategorized by Tanae' A. on March 21, 2006

“I am whatever you say I am, if I wasn’t then why would I say I am, in the papers the news everyday i am…I dont know its just the way I am” ~Eminem

In watching Madea’s Family Reunion a few weeks back in theatres I picked up a quote that will probably stick with me forever. She said it’s not what people call you, it’s what you answer to. Over the years I’ve learned that people label you by what they think they know and also what they see. Well this blog will give you a chance to see me and label accordingly….

My name is Tanae’. I’m 18 years old and I’m the only one like me in the whole world!!! I’m crazy, i’m cool, im caring, im funny, i like to have a good time and enjoy myself, i love my friends and would die for my family, i have a nonchalant attitude, i live for today…if tomorrow comes it comes…if it doesn’t start making funeral arrangements, I am a friend, i am a sister, i am a daughter, i am a cousin, i am a student, i am someones smile, someones frown, someones laugh, i’m someones heart, i’m someone shinky (kisses honey), I’m someones crazy, i’m someones anaetay, i’m someones tae, i’m somones t-unit, im someones tin, i’m someones stinkstink, im someones cuzcuz, i’m someones everything and another persons nothing….. I am and will be whatever you make me to be in your mind. But no matter what you label me as i know who i am and i know where i stand. I cant change the worlds outlook on me but i can determine my inlook of me….

I AM BEAUTIFUL….MY NAME IS TANAE AND THIS IS MY BLOG….MY WORDS…MY LETTERS PUT TOGETHER TO FORM SOMETHING….EITHER YOU LOVE ME OR YOU HATE ME…..YOU LOOK AT ME AND YOU STARE OR YOU TURN AWAY…THE CHOICE IS YOURS REALLY.

i AM TANAE’…..I LOOK IN THE MIRROR AND I SEE NO ORDINARY REFLECTION!!!

T.PHiL……A SMALL FIGMENT OF YOUR IMAGINATION